When speaking, speaking words half-planned......
 

Sometimes Wanting

we tiptoe on this bridge of words
and suffer in ourselves unheard
yet sometimes, sometimes when we speak
the truths we feel are rendered weak
yet other times we hesitate
we wait too long or call too late
then in this we misunderstand
the motive of an outstretched hand

we argue what is unrefined
and feel emotions undefined
yet wanting, wanting what we dare
mistake an ember for a flare
we’re drawn again to mutual light
we try to set wrong things to right
but what we call for falls away
and who we fall for goes astray

when speaking, speaking words half-planned
we render quiet our demand.
 

 
 
What Inner Child
I think my name is just a variation on a theme.
An afterthought that hangs on the hem of your mind.
A frivolous accessory embedded in your seam,
A passing, hushed whisper through plans not silver-lined.
I'm nothing in an echo following the scream
An aftershock too weak to touch the wayward heart
And only in the darkest depths of troubled dreams
Are you to finish what monstrosities you start.
And though you beg it's ignorance residing here -
That marathons you run in place are much to fast
To hold in true fidelity what you hold dear
To hear my tantrum cries, each weaker than the last.
So here I lie, life's misbegotten child of lust
Left solitary in the confines of your soul
To wallow in your filthy mind of dreams and dust
Deployed by fate to make your hell a living whole.
 
 
 
 
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